"Dance to the music life's playing for you.."

I never expected to be given this kind of vacation..which I was informed on 29th of December last year..(it's definitely not music to my ears) I am thankful for the chance of knowing it though, so that I will have the chance too, to make myself better. Now, I will have more time to write or blog more because I was asked to take a break from work. :) I just don't have that much willingness..but I'll surely find time.. (like now).

..I can't put into words what i feel like saying, thanks to the tweet I Favorited recently:

What's the point of having something you've always wanted if you aren't happy with the way you get it? #LargerThanWords
— Larger Than Words™ (@LargerThanWords) January 10, 2012

yeah..i'm referring to this vacation given to me :s

January 01, 2011 ~ found this on my bedside when I woke up
this is the first quote that I read for the year...
a nice way to start the day and the year :)

my ate gave this calendar to me, i hope that everything will fall into place this year
being that i don't use any personal calendar before aside from the calendar of my fone
..i hope that 2012 will indeed, be a great year

this is the part that i enjoy the most in this vacation..
i think..yeah it's true it's always better with friends
but i also enjoyed my time alone..food tripping
pancit luglug of razon's, fresh buko juice and macapuno tart in one of my busy mornings..
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I really feel sorry for myself, ):  last year ended entirely different for me, and this year started just as the same, but i know that i still need to be thankful for this..some are fighting way extreme battles. I just keep on wasting my time thinking about the chances I took for granted... Anyway, I loved that line on the quote I first read this year, "Dance to the music life's playing for you.." means that I just need to be where I'm supposed to be and deal with these things and/or challenges. I just wish that everybody will have a great, safe, happy and healthy year.. as one of the advertisements says..let's change for the better.   

These words are all I have so I write them
I need them just to get by 🎵
     ≈≈rozhjoy05≈≈

Dance, Dance

Fall Out Boy

She says she's no good with words, but I'm worse
Barely stuttered out a joke of a romantic stuck to my tongue
Weighed down with words too overdramatic
Tonight it's it can't get much worse
Versus no one should ever feel like

I'm two quarters and a heart down
And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds
These words are all I have so I write them
I need them just to get by

Dance, dance
We're falling apart to halftime
Dance, dance
And these are the lives you love to lead
Dance, this is the way they'd love
If they knew how misery loved me

You always fold just before you're found out
Drink up it's last call last resort
But only the first mistake and I

I'm two quarters and a heart down
And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds
These words are all I have so I write them
So you need them just to get by

Why don't you show me a little bit of spine
You've been saving for his mattress, love

Dance, dance
We're falling apart to halftime
Dance, dance
And these are the lives you love to lead
Dance, this is the way they'd love if they knew how misery loved me

Why don't you show me a little bit of spine
You've been saving for his mattress (mattress, mattress)
I only want sympathy in the form of you crawling into bed with me

Dance, dance
We're falling apart to halftime
Dance, dance
And these are the lives you love to lead

Dance this is the way they'd love (way they'd love)
Dance this is the way they'd love (way they'd love)
Dance this is the way they'd love if they knew how misery loved me

Dance, dance
Dance, dance
Dance, dance
Dance, dance